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nomadic creatrix, alchemist, creator of worlds.

Welcome to my world, darling.

I'm an artist currently based out of my suitcase, travelling this little globe. I like to create through all different mediums, from painting to sculpting to worldbuilding. But my favourite canvas is the human. I'm currently studying systems thinking and applying it inward to create the internal structures that relfect sustainable desired realities.

Babzord started out as just my online persona, until I found myself being more "me" as Babz than when I was just Lily. What was once a mask ended up fusing to me as a part of my Self. It's become an integral fractal of who I am.

I spent the last 5 years of my life in a hermit season studying all these different schools of thought around consciousness, reality creation and existentialism, along with the modalities to navigate them. From exo- to esoteric fields, I noticed they all circle around the same principles. There is no one frame to grasp Truth, but what bridges it all is embodiment.

Spiritual/philosophical theory was never supposed to be the end, rather a jumping point into Reality. When you never leave the mind cave, you will believe the shadows on the wall are all that Are. Theory is only 1% of the game.

What started as a desperate obsession to "fix" myself in an attempt to escape my suffering, blossomed into a vehicle of devotion. I transmuted my chronic anxiety and escapism into an erotic, co-creative existence where I dive into all that comes my way; painful or pleasurable. Im in it for the experience, baby.

I walk the journey from the cave to practical application of my knowledge through systems and artistic expression. If there's one thing I am confident about, it's that this life you find yourself experiencing is YOURS. Marry the intellect with the somatic and feel how magical life really is.

Let your desires lead you to where your genius thrives.

with love, Lily Alexandra.

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