I love to use my own human experience as my lab and tinker with my reality. I am a student of the philosophy of Alchemy. I transmute and transform internal worlds, so that one can actually heal and progress in life.

For the longest time, I dreamed of pursuing art as a career, but along the way I realised it was far, far deeper than that. Truly, I wanted to be paid to live according to my true design. And I understood that far before I had the tools to make it come to fruition.

I felt broken.

I started from practically zero self-esteem, chronic anxiety, existential depression and consistent burnout cycles. I yearned to be an Artist and live my desired reality, but I found that yearn reached deeper than what I wanted to manifest. Truly, I wanted to end the existential suffering.

But the burnout kept punishing me for trying to take action. 

Somewhere in my years of shadow work and studies, I discovered a creative medium that I've never considered before: my own human experience. I found love in expansion, healing and personal evolution. And within that, the love for the game of life.

My chronic inability to take action was a symptom of living out of accordance to my true design. When you become still enough to listen, you'll be able to discern what's truly you, and what are the systems you entropically find yourself in. Radical responsibility is necessary for a free life.

I transformed my relationship with suffering and created internal structures to turn suffering into embodiment. Life is hard. That's the whole point of coming down to Earth, to have this limited, dense experience. You have a choice: Either keel over and wash away in samsara, or alchemise and evolve.

When you rest in your infinite potentiality, you realise you can do absolutely anything. Pair freedom with personal boundaries congruent to the life you desire, and you've got yourself a human playground for your soul.

Your human nature IS your divine nature. Your desire is your compass back home to yourself.

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The human is the greatest canvas.